why do i do this to myself? im not sure, really. but all i know is: sometimes there are people in this world who are perfect for you. but it is fleeting. one day you won’t need them anymore. one day they won’t need you anymore. and when that day comes, you’re crushed. but the reason why i’m so different, i guess, is because i live in the now moment. i love to my fullest every second with people and that’s why i get hurt. but honestly, i don’t know any other way. and i wouldn’t want it any other way.