December 2009
3 posts
“I love love. I love studying it and watching it. I love thinking about how we...”
– Taylor Swift. (via chemicalmoment) (via andthatlittleblackdress) (via musicandlyrics)
i have friends who would rather take a nap than talk me through an emotional crisis.
wow.
November 2009
8 posts
life makes me angry sometimes
and thats not good. its not good when the computer mouse in your hand feels like its begging to be thrown at something. its not good when you feel like you need to punch your computer screen, to scream, to cry.
“Art is a smile that fades when you remember who and where you are.”
– But I would rather have lived to smile and let it fade than to have died without smiling at all.
dear world
why do i do this to myself?
im not sure, really.
but all i know is:
sometimes there are people in this world who are perfect for you. but it is fleeting. one day you won’t need them anymore. one day they won’t need you anymore. and when that day comes, you’re crushed. but the reason why i’m so different, i guess, is because i live in the now moment. i love to my fullest...
dear diary, part1
dear diary,
i never thought it’d come to this. honestly, i never thought my life would look like this. its almost poetic in the same way it is tragic, really. i get everything i ever wanted: namely, the starring role in the straight play based on my favorite book of all time. and then my entire world comes crashing down around me. i never thought that it’d be the one smiling through...
well, here i go again
i can’t say anything anymore. i keep forgetting that even on my other blog, people i know are going to read it and get offended by it. so thus forth, i will be using this blog as my emotional diary, if you will. i hope that if you come across the blog, you follow me, because the subconscious and human psyche is an amazing thing. i don’t know anymore. i hurt people by having feelings,...
October 2009
25 posts
is nothing sacred?
i am bruised and broken. i could shatter if one more thing happens to me. i dont know why i feel like this but i do. and i need someone to notice. to care. to try and help. not by rubbing my back or hugging me or repeatedly asking me what’s wrong. not by assuming they know what’s best for me. not by jumping to conclusions. what i’d really like is for someone to just try and make...
i need to stop letting people make me feel broken.
i don’t need anybody who doesn’t need me.
god. i love this. what eeeeveeeenn? →
musicandlyrics,
are we the same person? i saw it sitting on stage too! absolutely one of the greatest experiences of my life. i’m so jealous that you saw it when perry was still around! i saw it when it came to chicago. my favorite is shishi…i’m going to have his babies, he just doesn’t know it yet… ;)
musicandlyrics,
that is EXACTLY where I got my user name from. i am a huge theatre dork, and Spring Awakening is my favorite of all time. :)
thank god.
no one is going to know about this blog. at least no one from my school. finally now i can have some motherfucking privacy. sometimes its easier to share your deepest feelings and fears with people you don’t know than with everyone that you do.